Faith …friendship…..and religion and everything in between…………..
Random words right??????
Well …if you think closely in a way they are related .............
…friendship is based on faith
....and friendship tends to become your religion if you are deep enough in that relationship…......
Atleast that’s what my logic says…..
....that’s what my religion says……
…… putting thoughts into clearly understood words is the toughest task ……...
but still …
.....still I would try…..
....try to write ….well in a way it helps in clarifying my thoughts ….so the reason …the ultimate thing …the reason!!!! For me, everything has a reason and everything can be and should be explained in a rational manner.
Since I don’t know where to start, let me put things randomly ….stating in random manner…and lets see where it goes ……for, it is in chaos that the universe was created , it is in randomness a pattern can be identified!!!!
Hmmmm…..lets see shall we ?????
I don’t believe in god…..and I am severly punished for that. Shall I rephrase my words? I don’t believe in god in the conventional way. I don’t believe that we have to worship him, follow the rituals, conventional way of praying to him……yea there is god…a supreme power, which is creator of everything…but we don’t have to worship him….yes I agree.. that we have to show respect, but it should be shown by love, by loving another human being, by showing kindness to other living creature, by following your duties , to understand what is good and have equal respect and be just and fair and have compassion, by being humble, the ability to forgive, always ready to forgive, with a smile lend out a helping hand, try to share the pain and happiness with equal amount of enthusiasm, the courage to put others need first before yours, in short all the things that Abu Ben Adam was proud of and I too am proud of…I am proud of being a good human being….. I do have the conviction, strength and willingness to follow the things I have just said …..and that is how I believe you can be closer to god. That Is how I believe god wants us to pray to him …..by trying to be a good human being …..thats my religion……
And I am proud of that…… I was proud of that ….i was …. Not anymore…..
I have lost my faith …………..my entire will…………….my desire to know………….the quest to ask …………question everything ……………..believe in kindness……..love……affection………….goodness………all the virtues I appreciated seems to be useless……………nothing happens out of free will………………..i have stopped believing in people……stopped believing that people are good…..kind…..people are not ………….they are not good ……………… it thought that people genuinely care for others…..they don’t …………..they don’t care ……………..they don’t bother to care…………..
Losing hope is the worst thing that can happen…………its like dying before death…………..its a bad feeling ………….when you wish to die in oblivion…………..with nothing to look forward to …………….
Random words right??????
Well …if you think closely in a way they are related .............
…friendship is based on faith
....and friendship tends to become your religion if you are deep enough in that relationship…......
Atleast that’s what my logic says…..
....that’s what my religion says……
…… putting thoughts into clearly understood words is the toughest task ……...
but still …
.....still I would try…..
....try to write ….well in a way it helps in clarifying my thoughts ….so the reason …the ultimate thing …the reason!!!! For me, everything has a reason and everything can be and should be explained in a rational manner.
Since I don’t know where to start, let me put things randomly ….stating in random manner…and lets see where it goes ……for, it is in chaos that the universe was created , it is in randomness a pattern can be identified!!!!
Hmmmm…..lets see shall we ?????
I don’t believe in god…..and I am severly punished for that. Shall I rephrase my words? I don’t believe in god in the conventional way. I don’t believe that we have to worship him, follow the rituals, conventional way of praying to him……yea there is god…a supreme power, which is creator of everything…but we don’t have to worship him….yes I agree.. that we have to show respect, but it should be shown by love, by loving another human being, by showing kindness to other living creature, by following your duties , to understand what is good and have equal respect and be just and fair and have compassion, by being humble, the ability to forgive, always ready to forgive, with a smile lend out a helping hand, try to share the pain and happiness with equal amount of enthusiasm, the courage to put others need first before yours, in short all the things that Abu Ben Adam was proud of and I too am proud of…I am proud of being a good human being….. I do have the conviction, strength and willingness to follow the things I have just said …..and that is how I believe you can be closer to god. That Is how I believe god wants us to pray to him …..by trying to be a good human being …..thats my religion……
And I am proud of that…… I was proud of that ….i was …. Not anymore…..
I have lost my faith …………..my entire will…………….my desire to know………….the quest to ask …………question everything ……………..believe in kindness……..love……affection………….goodness………all the virtues I appreciated seems to be useless……………nothing happens out of free will………………..i have stopped believing in people……stopped believing that people are good…..kind…..people are not ………….they are not good ……………… it thought that people genuinely care for others…..they don’t …………..they don’t care ……………..they don’t bother to care…………..
Losing hope is the worst thing that can happen…………its like dying before death…………..its a bad feeling ………….when you wish to die in oblivion…………..with nothing to look forward to …………….
