maahh......eclipse of my heart

So ………….you are in love with the moon???? How did that happen?????



I had a pond at the back of my house………
…and one day …rather one beautiful night …
..I saw the moon shining brightly ….right there at my backyard…

.. dazzling with its lunatic laughter……
..mesmerizing by its luminance …
… softly complained…

…what are you doing there inside the house??? Come out ………play with me…..

………….and I fell in love with the moon…
…just like that …
..that very moment …
….that very second….
.unknowingly …
..unaware of the penalties of loving something such ethereal…so beautiful…..brilliant…… captivating…..something so unreal !
….it forced me …
…force !!!!!
force is a rather rude word…
..it compelled me to appreciate its beauty ....
…the fragility…....
.......the elusive beauty of this world and beyond…..
.......something I thought was beyond my comprehension…
...…..my logic …reason…..proof……evidence….reality……

……..everything got washed away………..by the flooding moonlight !

……and I fell in love with the reflection of the moon in my backyard pool………..



“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world. "
Oscar Wilde



I have tried a million times to remain positive about this………

……..not to have any sad feeling……

…..but everytime I think about it ….i fail….

............and the shadow of sadness eclipse my heart.

I know.......
………..it was never mine from the very beginning……
So….why am I sad?
…..why am I contemplating over things which was not mine?.....

...........was never meant to happen from the very first…………….

………….it is not mine ………

…..not hers……

…not theirs……

……..it is of somebody else……

….somebody beyond this world………

…….not to anybody in this world that we live in………………

Of course it is there in each and everybody……it belongs to everyone…..!
And since it belongs to everyone and everyone indicates infinity…it divides itself into infinite parts…..and therefore everyone gets a part of nothing……

........I know.......

....yet.......

.......still........

So….what are you jealous of kid?
…the affection?
…..the caring?
…..the attention?
…..darling be smart enough to understand that it was not exclusive……

….the moon belongs to everyone ……

…..it showers equal amount of kindness, affection, attraction, closeness with everyone.
…so….what are you complaining about????what were you thinking?
……that you are special? That you meant something different? That you hold a special place there???????
…..no…. you are not.

…you are just as same as everyone else is……………

You are just one among the millions!

Hurting words? ….might be…..
Crushes up your ego?.....it should be crushed…..
Heart breaking? …………….it was meant to be broken dear!

…………you are just one among the millions!!!




Moon ….it shines on everyone yet it sparkles for none…

.......everybody appreciates its beauty…..

....everybody wants to own it ……

......everyone thinks it rises of him only …..

......everyone tries to monopolise it…some try to use it…..

......some even toys with the idea of making it a playmate….

........everybody is free to think and feel what they feel like ….

.......they have the same and equal right to appreciate it …

.....enjoy its beauty …

…free to think that the moon is theirs……
…….and they can rightfully do so……
Coz the moon belongs to them just as much it belongs to you darling…….

…now…now…now……

…just because you have fallen in love with the reflection doesn’t mean the reflection will start loving you back…..it loves none…..

…and when there is no mutual exclusivity, there cannot be love …..its just plain reflection…..
………please don’t fall in love with the reflection……the reflection wont bother back……
…it doesn’t care……
….it doesn’t matter…….
……it doesn’t care how much you weep….how far you get insulted……how badly you get hurt…….no matter how every moment of every single night and day you think about it….dream of it…..wrench your heart and soul ….

.....it will remain and will always remain ........

….just a reflection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

…..it will continue to wane and wax according to its own calendar…its luminosity or darkness has its own schedule irrespective of whether you like it or not…….
…your love is insignificant ….trivial…..expendable…..most importantly …..it makes no difference at all !

please dont fall in love with the reflection of the moon in the pool of your backyard......!

..............but I already did.......................

Ask, and it shall be given to you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you

There was a seed. He was quite oblivious to his own existence, until a very fine day he was dropped on earth.

….and he screamed…………….
”where on the name of God have I landed?????’


……he wondered and wondered….and got petrified …
…..unaware of such hardships before…
…before this…..he was blissfully sleeping within the quiet comfort of a fruit……
..and suddenly…
.. rather rudely……………..
..something woke him up….and thrashed him on this hard rock!


……” how is someone supposed to live here on his own??????
There’s no water………
…….the soil is too harsh…
….its damm hot out here…
…..where’s the shade to cool down??????????????
How am I going to even survive over here?????????????”


….the more he thought …more helpless he felt and gradually that helplessness got converted into frustration, anger and fear……………..all emotions jumbled up in a single frame …………as he was rustled up