cloud no. 9

Do I have to say the words?

Do I have to tell the truth?

Do I have to shout it out?

Do I have to say a prayer?

I guess not …………..


….know what??
to me …..life is all about the small, yet not insignificant things that you tend to remember in the long run........
…......like say …
..........in the next ten year …
you will most likely to remember the kind words of your friend when you were down ,
or the support through the gentle pat from your senior
….and not the amount of money you made or the number of gadgets you bought!


Life is all about such simple pleasures ......
and that often come from the most unexpected places !
actually its more tastier when its un-expected ! believe me ....!

cant say much about.... what is life.....!...tried googling it once!

no ...seriously.....cant say much.....for the simple fact that I havent finished my journey yet .......
yet ...
what I like about it is that it always maintains a balance ......
.....dynamic equilibrium......I guess !
coz.......you cant be too happy
or...... too sad for that matter !
......just when you thought you are a scumbag in the face of this universe.........(I mean .....when you feel really low....).....
.....life suddenly springs up and gives you this wonderful gift
...the gift of friendship......
and those who think I m being poetic about it ......I m......!
(blame the weather..........how can you resist the charm of rain? its totally proven that the tendency to write non-sense is directly proportionate to the amount of rainfall and the drop in temperature subsequently.....)


For me …..life is not always sweet and rosy ….mostly of course because of my nature …..really cant blame it to others…no matter how hard I try to ……I cant !

n if I m true to myself …..I know ….deep in side me ….I know whats wrong with me …
......yet I cant ......(no......cant will be a wrong word)
.......yet I dont do something about it ….
ohh the dark side of me …..
yeh......of course .....I have another side
…everyone has it …even batman has it......
whether they are aware of it or not …..


I m not always this casual sweet funny one who has no wants, no vices, no desires, no ill-habits .......I do......just dont ask me the list ......

its just that I m too apt to hide them ….its only the ppl I live with know me inside out …..
to them I m the most irresponsible, un-hygienic girl around,
absolutely always procrastinating,
never having the desire to improve myself ,
the laziest ass anyone has known.

And I know its because of all these vices I face the trouble that I face!
Its simple law dear …..reap what you sow !
and how can I blame anyone else for that!



yet....after all that's said and done ......
Yet …I have to admit …..I m the luckiest ass anyone has ever seen!
And trust me when I say this …….that I have the most affectionate friend one can ever think of for such an lousy girl!


And that is in terms of love that is showered unconditionally
….and most importantly ......
......unexpectedly…..!!!
..........from the people I least anticipate ….!!!

and you know …these are the moments that you think that you are truly blessed.....
truly being loved in spite of your inadequacy......

...... I guess it’s a feeling mostly …..that you sense …
may be I m wrong
(statistics say that …there are more probability of me being wrong than to be right, if past facts are taken for consideration)
….may be I m wrong…..
but it do sure feels so right!


Love is not always dependent upon the size or for that matter price of the gift …
but it’s the thought….
the kind of feeling.......... that goes behind a gift….
its when you feel “you would love to give” …..and not when you feel “you have to give”….. !



And believe me its such a wonderful feeling beyond words….....
beyond any “thank you’s”........
beyond any such formalities ........
esp. when you are at the receiving end…..!!!
.......receiving no less than pure love and adoration…..
.......a gift of friendship......a human relationship beyond any boundaries .......

believe me its feels like cloud no. 9…..if Mr. Adams is right ……it do sure feels right !


And...... so buddy........?

…..do I have to say it loud?

…do I have to speak it out ?…..

do I have to tell the truth……that I thank thee from the bottom of my heart !