if I have to give a day like today.......I would give it to you ......

".......and if I have a song ....like this....... I would sing it for you .........."
......and if I m born again I would love to spend it with you once again .......
coz I enjoy being with you ....

.........a smile always comes to my face when ever I think of you ...
.............remembering the times that we spend with each other .......
............and the things that we did together.......

having you was like a backup...coz I knew you would be always there with me .....and would support me in what ever I do ( only when I m right .......or will kick the hell out of me if I m not ) .........and that you never failed to bring out the best in me ......n I never hesitated to try out or do experiments coz I knew you will be there for me even if I fail........ and doing things with you was such a fun ....coz we knew each other so well....it was just like you could read my mind.....and now that I m typing the words... I feel like that you know them already........ n that I m writing things that you too feel for me .......

there was nothing in this planet earth and far beyond .......that we couldn't talk about and that I m yet to find a topic at what we felt any different ....... talking to you was like talking to myself only its aloud.......and it was such a comfort.....just the feeling that someone is there to hold you when you are down and make up for the bad things that happen to you .......it was just great ! and seriously I miss out that feeling........ the things that I do is all the same....yet nothing is same...coz you are not here ......and nothing is same .....!

ooh buddy I miss you so much ........ its not that I m alone yet somehow I always feel lonely ......... I m so lonely without you .... n no one can fill up that space ......... n now that you are gone I miss you even more .....and its only that my heart knows how much I miss you .......may be buddy you will know...no, actually I don't want you to know..... I don't want you to feel bad for me...its just that .......its just that I miss you so much .......and its just for that.....I just wish you were here......that you were here I could talk to you and all my worries would just simply melt away.....just by talking to you .......

when ever I listen to any good piece of music I feel like........
........if.........
.........if I could make you hear it........
...........I always wondered at your exquisite taste in music........something that I never had......

now...that you are gone.....its not the same......nothing is same.....even not me...ya buddy ...I too have changed....may be better for or for worse .....I have changed a lot......its not the same that I used to be .......I really don't know ........but one thing has never changed .... n I hope it never changes......

you were .....you are...everything I always wished to be .........your kindness........your beauty......your gentleness........the grace.......the poise.... you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen ....and what made you even more beautiful was your heart...... and that's a goldmine......ooh hell ...one who stole it is now the owner of the greatest treasure in this world....!

its just I had the time of my life with you ........if I get another chance I would love to spend it with you yet once again..........
.....it seems impossible to write about you ........
I m happy for you yet I feel something is breaking inside me....I wish all the good things in life for you yet I feel there is something missing in my life...........

ohhh.........hell !!!!! its tough !

and I know what the hell I m writing doesnt make any sence...any sence at all......
.....may be I cant ........
............may be ..........
.........and yet again I failed ........
....... yet again my feelings are lost in words !.....