……Ward No. 204…….

I guess writing sometime becomes a passion or a habit …..
or worse ……….
an addiction …..!

more of a addiction actually …..
some thing that if you get addicted ……or hooked to …..!


I don’t know what others may say ,
but it’s an extremely bad habbit…..kinda like an itch …..
and that you have to scratch …..
even if you know its bad to do so ……..

……..same thing I guess happens with me in times of writing…..
…. I know I m writing crap (like I m doing right now) ………….
yet I cant stop myself from moving mah fingers on the keyboard!

And know what? …its feels great to write …..
a kind of satisfaction …….
a type of containment you get only when you scratch !
….bad analogy ……I know ……
still ………………………………………..
cant help………………………………….!
……its true……!

So . today I have to write , even if I don’t have anything to write , still I have to write…..who knows may be a topic may crop up in the course of this mindless jumble of words ,
……or….may be not……!

And then again ….is it necessary to have a topic to write about?
…….Yeh , I admit , it’s a lot easier to write if you have a topic…..

but then again ….you cant have everything!
……after all where will ya keep them ?


So ……..today’s topic is not having a topic……
and that’s a great topic if ya ask me !
… coz I can go on and on and on and on….. without any topic…..
……..its only when I have a topic I have to restrict myself to that particular one thing only….
today I don’t have to do that….
Is this what ppl call freedom?
….and if its so then its kinda dangerous…..
Coz if ya don’t have any restriction ya tend to accumulate all rubbish…..and I have a serious doubt that whether I will ever publish this one or what !
or may be I will coz its true….and that’s what I always write …..
or…is it? Don’t know…..!

…….to be continued……