expectations..........

Ohh..... I did it again........ and I m sorry that I did..........so many a times I have promiced myself........not to expect..........and yet I did it again.....

....and I guess I have to suffer it ....... for there is no other consequence but to shatter your heart and stoop again to pick it up and build it up all over again......

.....I guess I have to pay the price of believing ......... but I cant help....... I cant stop believing you.......I cant give up my hopes on you......its just to much to ask from me........

....... but.....yes.....ohh yes ...the price is too heavy ......esp . when you believed and expected with all your heart ........ it hurts......it hurts very badly......believe me....... it hurts to wait and be dissapointed every time you break your word.........

.....................foolish you may say..........................for believing a stranger.............and falling for him...........and hoping for him...................... it isnt the way world looks at reality................ but I guess I have my own rules....... which I cannot help but to follow........ coz thats wat my heart says............... and shouldnt we all be true to our hearts......?

.........................when pandora opened her box all the misery and unhappiness was out in the world........but it was hope that survived........ and helped the man from being lost ............................
................ its the only thing that survives when ......... everything is over................... hope survives...................when everything has left you....................and you start hoping.........that...............if .............................................

Siddhartha.............

of course not...............not that Siddhartha.............!
he is the present day , or what to say modern version of Siddhartha........the only similarity in between them is that both are equally cool.......!........in their own way I guess.......

.................he is the one of the finest actors in Telugu film industry......may be even in Hindi film industry also........ His name is Siddhartha........

.....ohh...yeh......enough of introduction..........

now the reason.......of me being a Bengali.......feeding on Hindi films........how m I interested in Telugu stars..........esp when I know Telugu as good as Shakespeare knows bengali........!

but reason has.......dear friend...........it has.....

.......during my stay in hyderabad......I had to suffer but to listen to the unknown language of the south.........

.......surprisingly ........one fine day I realized that I was humming a telegu song.......pretty strange.....you see.....humming a song without knowing the words or the meaning .....is not a simple thing......and I figured out that it has to be a great one........as I couldnt help but to sing the whole day in that strange language......

when I querried about it.........it did turned out to be a telegu song of a recent film...in which.......yes of course.......Siddhartha is the hero......and the moment I saw the trailor of it ........I knew that I have to watch it........theres no other way out........

.......and I did......I went to the movie theater......yes.....bought the ticket......and saw the movie......

...........while watching I realized that you dont need to know the language to appreciate a good movie......or to enjoy its story......

......and ......believe me......at the end I could understand the story.......even could guess what the performers were saying as well....... pretty amazing if you ask me........!

..........so the moral of the whole story is that acting is not about language......it has a language of its own.......and anybody can read it if they want to.......thats the beauty of acting....... were action speal louder than the words and the unspoken words have a greater impact than its uttered counterpart.........only music has that ability..........I guess........

so hats off to that person ........who dragged a non-telegu person to a movie hall by the sheer splendor of its story line and superb acting........

and.......what more great tribute can one pay to an actor than to accept that I went to a movie to see his acting.......and only his acting.........